goodbye.

2010-04-09T01:43:00.002+08:00

okay gonna update ftw.

having fun on my birthday,
yes you bet, it was fantasic. !

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went jog with marcus bro yesterday.
and its real damm amazing becoz i didnt jog for like 2 years already.
and yesterday we set our checkpoint @ amk !
omg right ?! LOLOL.

just finish 45mins of jogging .
yup, covering the whole area of 5km.
being fit ? yes, you bet. :D

okay. ! time to stop !

2010-04-04T17:40:00.001+08:00

quote of the day.

When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world. I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation.

When I found I couldn’t change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn’t change the town and as an older man, I tried to change my family.

Now, as an old man, I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and suddenly I realize that if long ago I had changed myself, I could have made an impact on my family. My family and I could have made an impact on our town. Their impact could have changed the nation and I could indeed have changed the world.

bryan 's birthday yesterday.

had alot of fun talking craps to yj and wx. LOL
watch Ju-On 4.
stupid show really. crap and lame. -_-

after that head down to seoul garden to eat. LOL , force yj to drink that dam gross stuff which jayson had last month during my birthday. LOL..

well , still feeling a bit giddy after yesterday. time to go back sleep ! LOL, i update agian.
tomorrow ok !

john, beloved.

2010-03-10T13:44:00.004+08:00

its been awhile since i last post.

gonna be my birthday on this saturday !
sad that hyhy were overseas during this period of time. :/

brought this keyboard 3 weeks back.
spending around sgd 250 on both this keyboard with a headset.
feeling contented .
its been a long time since i pampered myself with stuff. :p.

and was like finally.
change my nick to gbR.-^LoveYoux3 at garena,
was discussing with zon they all until all agree.
they changing soon, about next week or so. hah.

birthday is around the corner ?! how to spend it wisely ?!
maybe meeting marcus bro they all with zon for a steamboat session + movie + KTV ALRIGHT?! lets sing OUT LOUD! HAHAHA!.

wx is coming out on 12th, hope he can make it at 13th as well , had a birthday presents standby just for him .

okay its time for me to update my song as well. :)

theres something u cant achieve in life, even you have the money.
that is, true friendship.

2010-02-21T18:11:00.004+08:00

ok time for a new post .

thursday
sended hy dear to school and went home to like dota for 1 rounds ? LOL.
and headed for hair salon after that to have my hair dyed and cut.
its like ended on 5pm then this winston yeo jue hua ask me follow him go to yingying's birthday ?
its like hes so loner so ended up went home and change and meet out with them.
it took us like 2hours for us to reach the dam sakura place near Repulic Polytechnic.
somemore so spooky and wulu. wtf right.
reach and disiao xiia0leen <- aka A cup.
after like 15mins of talking,
headed to work, indefinitly. with cab. dam.

friday
woke up around 11am, brush my teeth and.....
back to sleep. LOL.
awoke by my alarm even though my phone stats is slience at 1.30pm.
13miss call i think ?
all from marcus wee lim kang
meet up around 3pm to have lunch, then after that winston came over.
cab to dnb dasao house for a gathering session.
and its like so long since we last met LOL.
gamble whole day and night.
won around 80 after treating them a macdonalds meal + cab fare.
so overall its alright.
marcus bro dam funny, he lost until he dont have a proper socks to wear back home. LOLOLOL.
and winston send this to me
banker win big money.
player lose small money.
winston yeojuehua left with no money.
and he say it was like first time he lose until he got no $ to go home. LOLOLOL.
nice peekture right. i know. LOL

sat -
reach home around 1pm, bath and change into formal and head down to my boss's house.
omfg. the floor its like.
ok im wearing socks yesterday. and the moment i step in. i immediately slipped.
dam paiseh can. LOL.
so smooth. omg.
had quite a decent meal and head back home to sleep till 8.30 before going to work. :p.

after work headed down to headshot and prepare for our semi final match against gGht.

well . lost. but good match ! all e best gareyy and team.
score is near too. 27/26 . -.-.
those who are interested in the replay can visit the url at http://sg.garena.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=760049&extra=page%3D1

fallen angel.

cool.
right time to stop ~

2010-02-07T15:59:00.006+08:00

alright. time for a new post. for feburary.!

right. cny is around the corner. any gambling at people house? RMB ASK ME. LOLOL.

had pizza hut with hy.
was trying this extreme beef lasagne.
omg really nice. love it.! lol!

yesterday was my 2nd round with team Ra | n on ggc compy.
overall its not bad. look! opp forfeit-ed at 20mins okay! LOLOL!

oh my god. 4 x double kills at 20mins.: /. lols.
GOOD LUCK TO US ON THE 3RD ROUND VSING HTGGU <- finally gareyy. I got to challenge your team in compy.:)!
those who interested in the replay or what can get it directly from me. or go to http://sg.garena.com/forum/viewthread.php?tid=758715&extra=page% 3D1

was horntail-ed manic last whole week. after work straight home to horntail till wee hours in the morning. gosh. this lifestyle gonna kill me.: /.

gonna go out with hyhy on wednesday for some shopaholic for clothes.
its been awhile since i brought new clothes> <.!

NFG aunty gave me a brand new of a razer mouse set. Because my contribution to NFG all these while.: /

and was like finally. a good mouse with a good mouse pad.! hahaha! roflmao.!

ohya sawed xuer nuer 2 days ago. was sitting at my store when suddenly i saw 1 familiar face walking directly infront.
then i took out my phone and typed "eh nuer i saw someone look like you"
and before i send to nuer,
she already sms "hey daddy!, where are you".
then i jitao know its her already LOOL.
ya she was like telling me that she was shy. - -.
whats there to shy lool.
so did tell her about the bus to vivocity.
think shes there for the face specialist there. quite famous.: /.

right. waiting for CNY.
stupid marcus bro say my face look like the dealer.
then he wants me to be dealer when cny. wtf! LOLOLOL.

alright. gonna send hy home now.

tsktsk. i love my new chair.! LIKE FINALLLLLY FTW!

2010-01-25T12:44:00.005+08:00

a quote by john the great " under those circumstance then you will know who is your really true friend ".
inspire eh ? LOL.

i cant believe cny is around the corner.
which means.
MAHJONG TIME ! <- LOLOL!!
didnt mj with my cousin for quite a number of years. like 2 years of cny ? LOL. so this year gonna catch up back with them. roar !.

a peekture of ss when winston die.

LOLOL. lvl 19x die. xia suay.
anw hes 200 already. grats la grats la. LOLOL.

my idol. really.

omg.i meant wang lee hong only. ! not jolin. LOLOLOL.
seriously i dam inspire by wang lee hong. hes really true music talent.
knowning to play multi music instrument is already dam amazing.
yet he went for hiphop , rap , beatbox .
truthly amazed by him (Y)
by ur beloved fan john. LOLOL.

supposely going to walk a dog with hy last sat. but she cant go due to exams.
so in e end. went to eat pepperlunch @ HG mall. -_-.

well. its been quite awhile since i had pepper lunch so i decided to ask hy to go with me. and she agreed without even hesitate. <3 :p. hahaha !

and guys.
remember. everyday is a meaningful day.
dont make it a bad day for you.
because everyday has only 1 date.
so cherish everyday you had.
you wont know whats going to happen the next day.

and i cant believe im the lost part of a generation.
john.

2010-01-20T13:30:00.005+08:00

a day to begin with.

hyhy dear fainted yesterday,
then after that aunty maryanne gave me a call and immediately i rush down with cab and took hy to alexandra hospital for consultation.
stupid doctor just say she fainted due to lack of water intake. which means she dehyrated herself. diao.

went back to work after that. boss kinda no mood. think its because of his investment in china problem. so he went home early. so i alone myself pack all those stuff for closing. marcus bro was there all along tallking to me while i was closing. tks bro for accompany again. LOL

see this is my handsome bro. LAI LEI LETS DRINK! !! :P

recently. while reading newspaper . saw a articles on haiti and a magnitute 7.0 earthquake had struck and more then 100,000 people die within minutes. felt kinda sad and remorseful for those people. well. god bless.

some random picture.

kinda like this emotion. esp on those girl who are always keep their problem to themselves. this picture desribe it all.

this 2 pooh and snoopy cost me a bomb ! -_-

and did i mention ? the favourite cartoon character i love was snoopy ! YES SNOOPY THE CUTE WHITE DOG.
i had a cat last time which i name it snoopy too. but it died after 2 years .
R.I.P my dear snoopy ! always love you !.

ok time to end. dotaing with marcus bro now. !
shall update once im free. heh !

2010-01-11T14:55:00.004+08:00

o levels.

yes today is the day for o lvls student.
somehow i remember i was too playful then
'N' level 4 point student, can promote to sec 5 and take O level.
chose ite.
electronic course
within 3months of school.
goodbye.

maybe if u had ask me what kind of regret i got in life. i think its the path that which i chose ite. and ended up doing nothing for 1 year. -.-.

winston

right this fellow. known him in maple. very guai lan . [ same as me ] became bff soon because of our guailaness. Is getting his o lvls result today. all e best winston. i have faith in you. :) LOLOL!

begin to fall in love with korean and japanese songs. thanks to HY <-- BIG OK.
yes. she came over and download lots and lots of songs. all in korean and jap.
including bringing cd's of those korean band SNSD , to store it inside my computer.

send hy dear to church camp yesterday morning. met some old pals in secondary school also. had a good breakfast. and off to browse some stationary at popular before getting home.

zon and kelson went to eat @ my store yesterday.
he was saying that blackshot compy is coming and ask if im interested to join.
i told him no.
because after i disband my team titans from cs.
i totally stop playing shooting gun game. LOL.
jan 25th will be the day for compy winterflux. wish me all e best too :p.

a preview of what i had sketch last time

seriously i do love drawing. but i dont have the patient of sitting at my floor and sketch totally. it needs time. if im not wrong. i use 4 days to do this fantasic drawing. LOL :p.

boss went overseas to china for a buiniess trip.
so i had no choice but to do all the order's
transfering the money to my lady boss all etc.
so this week is a busy week for me :(. roar !

i rmb i was young and i was playing this game

cool right FF7 FTW <3.

time to have my lunch <3

2010-01-08T04:21:00.002+08:00

a day to begin.

yes its been quite awhile since i updated.

newyear.

kinda fun. countdown at down town east. which is my boss friend's chalet. with hy of course. :)

quite busy this few weeks. either go out with hy or was training my maplestory.
i know its lame. but i cant help it with the imbaness exp i had LOLOL. HAHA !

its been quite awhile since i had a good meal with my family.
i guess after cny im gonna have a feast with them. haha .
shall update again. gonna sleep ~

yumikojohn

2009-12-29T17:19:00.006+08:00

newyear countdown.

yes ! just in a few days then its would be new year already. !

right. i remember i was in malaysia celebrating my sister wedding.
there goes.

our family photo. finally after 10 years without having a proper family photo before

another candid shot.

my foster parents for these 18 years <3

and lastly. my 2 sisters :p

okay though we are not blood related. but i do wanna say i love you all.
hope my big sister had a white fat baby .
wishing my 2nd sister got her PhD next year.
and hopefully, wishing my parents shen ti jian kang ! :D

okay gonna go bring my sister to hospital now. shes kinda sick . ><. update again next time ! :P. and happy new year guyss! <3

yumikojohn.

2009-12-25T00:16:00.004+08:00

merry xmas.

haha . and yes finally. i updated on xmas day itself.
okay i guess xmas itself its a good and fine day so, i dont mind revealing my past.
actually the father and mother i have is not my real biological.
my real father is died.
while my real mother is still alive,
i had 2 elder sister and 1 younger brother actually.
because of the poor situation my father have.
ohya hes a gambling addict, oweing loan shark roughly around 30K sgd.
so he got no choice, but to sell me to my foster father and mother. at 35k sgd.

unlike some other foster's parent,
my foster parents treat me like their own.
and yes, i love them. very much, just that sometimes i didnt know how to show my expression of love.
when my foster father told me about im not his biological son.
imagine how i felt at first.
until he tell me what happens last time.
and he say, if i want to find back my real parents i can go anytime i want.
actually i dont really hate my real parents its just that,
well maybe they had no choice .
theres a saying, even the fiercest tiger wont bite their own cub. :/
so there goes, i guess my real mother and daddy do love me as well.
and lastly. i dont blame them. :)

oh well. zonn is back in sg with my louis vutton wallet and i received 2 days ago. thanks alot bro ! i know it would cost u a bomb. around sgd 400 - 500. :(!

given 2 box of royce chocolate to cheryl as xmas gift , its been a long time since i gave her a xmas presents. maybe a movie this weekend ? XD.

and yes. my new semester would starts @ feb . so gonna prepare some project to do. esp on the topic
"what do girls eat to maintian their weight"
gonna chat with more girls already then. LOL :p

and yes. was training with marcus bro in maple till my arans its already 13x ? wtf right ? LOOL!

okaie. i will upload picture @ the next post.

p;s, merry xmas ! and once again thanks marcus bro for the fantastic imbalanced correction

2009-12-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

the truth is.

okay. as promise. i bog'ke okay marcus bro ! ? LOL

wow. a few days had pass.
finally its my off day. like once in 2months. omfg. but its okay.
i enjoy working though, kinda awkward when i didnt go today.
wondering how business and the staff @ there. LOL :p.

darling hy is going to cheena tmr gonna send her off @ 7am in the morning. fuck-ed. LOL. so early. !! packed some of her stuff and "rainbow bra" during friday morning and had some porridge made by her grandmother. taste quite nice. esp with the slice fish which is marinated with ginger and salt. yummyummy. then went home and took a nap before training my maple aran character. LOL. dam funny. tsktsk. trained 3 days only and its 84 already now ? wow right ? LOL

xuerNUER just got back her 'N' lvls result and its a passed wow. awesome nuer. im proud of you :p. remember. heed my advice. go to sec 5. dont be like me skip sec 5 and ended up didnt study for almost 1 and a half years before going back to study again. -_-.

today's compy postpone to dont know when. ROC's manager eric didnt manage to call me or make up with me whens the date postpone to. damm. to think that i had already well planned my first five picks. roar.

just had dinner with hy darling just now @ hg plaza kopitiam. hmm both of us had sambal fish / claypot rice and lotus root soup. after we had our dinner. sended her back home and began dota with winston and marcus.

winston request for vengeful spirit yesterday while drafting so i let him use. yet he use until like, fail -_-. so i decided to show him how vengeful spirit works. a vengeful spirit top score @ end game ? roflmao. john <-- pro. LOL JK! :P

and till then, its time to pen down. weeee.

2009-12-17T12:22:00.002+08:00

to be. or not to be.

its been 2days since i last posted.

theres a short story which my boss had told me that,
he work @ the age of 15. at a petrol station till 18 then he went into enlist to army.
when about 22years old he was doing 3 work at a go.
early in the morning 5am need wake up. deliever newspaper to neighbourhood,
then went home sleep about 7am, after that 9am wake up again. to work for his 2nd work, as a delievery man, to 5pm. then 7pm work as a waiter to 12am.
i was really dam amaze by my boss's hard work.
his attitude, endurance which he got is what he had achieved today.
i was kinda asking him about his son's future. what if his son interested in doing F&B as well ? he say first he would enroll him into hotel inside training. to let him know about the system ongoing inside. after that he would get to know every variety of foods. chinese, western , korean, japanese , thailand and even desserts.
and finally when he knows every culture ingredient, he would start up his own business. or even become a head chef. whom know everything.
wah it will be dam fortunate to be his son. how jealous i get. LOL!

zon's back from china and brought a gucci wallet for me. WTF. and wow really. tks bro youre great !. can have our main 5 on the roc compy already. hurray. :P.

ohya thanks marcus bro for visiting me @ work and wait for me till end, plus riding the dam lame bicycle while talked to me LOL.

sean was in hospital yesterday and he called me when i was at work. dammit. cannot visit him. sorry bro ! :(. esp when you suffered depression when u warded. LOL.

hy's going to china trip so need to go pack her stuff for her tomorrow. her bra , clothes etc. LOOOL!. hahahaha ok lah dont suan her.

stupid winston and marcus giving me funny nick

WTF? DBB = DUA BIRD BIRD? LOL. roflmao. okay, time to buck up for my arans. :P

2009-12-14T17:02:00.003+08:00

okay. finally. finish my songs. though its not fully complete yet. :x.

right chatting with peiqi on msn till around 3am yesterday while i train my aran.
hey dont be shock. LOL. i know its lame but winston and i decided to train to 50 and get the lirin's ring before we quit again. thats a deal. LOL.

awoke around 8am because hy came over and knock my head with her hand. lmao dam pain okay. -_-. head to a coffee shop near china town there to eat. hmm had carrot cake while and her dad had porridge. after that her dad went to meet his client. then where as its dam tired early in the morning . sended her to school while i head home back to sleep. LOL.

around 11am marcus bro woke me up when i just fall asleep. and he is thinking of prank calling me at that point of time. dam. nothing to ah ?? or kiam pa ?? LOL. so jitao dota with them till 2pm just then. :P. ohya. there is a nice anime " kampfer " so guys out there do watch ! LOL :x.

hy is going to china next week. WOOHOO. time to havoc ! LOL. and theres compy @ sunday located @ roc. and one of my team member are overseas now. dammit. how are we going to train for our teamwork this week ? roar. :(. well. guess im gonna be " aran " and work all the way till sunday then :p.

ohya some candid shoot of hy :x

sibei act cute. bth -_-

wah 2 pimples on her nose spotted !

and................. handsome guy here. LOL JK. taken this morning by hy.

okay la thats all for now. needa prepare for work. dammit

its ends tonight.

2009-12-13T17:22:00.004+08:00

okay let me start of with a very short post today.

helping marcus bro to HT yesterday was a very very lame one. because its been 1 year since i HT -_-. LOL. and it gave me quite a memories. o.o

i was like WOW. I DIDNT DC. MY COM FTW ! LOL :P. because whenever i remember. my old computer which i had doesnt allow me to go even Zakum much less then HT. LOL :p.

ohya and this were taken 2 days ago o.o.

okay. then i remember i was at work when HY suddenly smsed me about her dad is bring us to eat on monday morning. [ which is tomorrow ]. i was like . oh okay loh :p.

marcus bro did come and find me while im at work. he had a fish & chips added with rice. and i was like wow. he finish it within mins! omg right. LOL. :p. think he was hungry because of the 12hours work shift he got.

Inbetween when he ate i chat with his mum awhile. ummm. quite a friendly mum he got. really. im envious. because i dont think my mum ever got a chance to talk to my friends. even close one . :/. and the way she spoke is very professional. wonderful mum you got bro ! :p.

and yes. when i was about to off from my work. roughly around 10.30 pm. marcus bro ask me whether want to go to netforce because of his internet down. i agree without hestitating . because he did accompany when im down the other time. haha.

okay during the lan shop we was like dam happening. because inbetween our dota games. i keep scold winston for being nooblish, fail , no-use etc and so on. LOOOL! which is dam really funny. jitao is joke to the max. :P. ohya did saw ZH , BENNY , JD AND DESMOND AT THERE AS WELL. :X

Then when we finish our dota games. bro login into his maple account. and began buying the 1k cash shop surprise. guess he play 10k and get alot of shits. if im not wrong he got wheel fortune x2 or 3 then chalkboard. LOL! buay tahan. roflmao.
so when the times come he went and hammer his glove. throw 1 60% AND FAIL LOOOOOOOL!. then he say sit beside me fking suay because every time im beside nothing good will happen. [ AND I DONT BELIEVE IN SUCH LOGIC OKAY ! LOL! ]

right. we went to eat at the nearby coffee shop which sells meehoon , laska . etc. ate and chat with him awhile before heading home to sleep.

okay right now im making my songs because winston's ask me to and going to work soon. the cycles contiunes. :P.

P.S : i love all my friends !

take one step at a time

2009-12-12T12:08:00.000+08:00

omg its saturday. yupp. hy came over to my house today and wake me up. dammit. -_-. had some homemade sandwhiches with a 2 hams and eggs cream in it. dam nice. i swear ! :P.

yesterday work's was kinda easy. as there is many customer. then when around 10.50pm, which was the closing time. i was about to shout out " SORRY CLOSE ALREADY " ( dam pekchek about customer coming in at last min to order stuff ). then oh it was marcus. had quite a few word before he went home.

went home and chat with winston. about girls. LOL. we were saying. what on earth shall we do ? how about stalking up some girls blog and listen to their songs? :o. then i was like. LOL okay sure. this winston is a dam pervertic guy. he show me some of the URL of a very big boobs girl -_-. LOL. right.

zon went to china 2 days ago. bon vovage brother ! do remember to buy gifts back !
ohya forgot to mention about zon.
zon is a person whom i know quite sometimes back. hes dam enthu and as humourous as me. well. we always ate together, drink together ! as i say. great brother i had !

ohya peiqi went to cosplay quite someday ago. then she sending 1 of her cosplay picture.

well. compare to the real misamisa

LOL huge different. but anyway. good try. :P. quite alike. !

xuer nuer is really loveeed <3. she scarifice her time yesterday just to change my blogskin for me even though we didnt know. hahaha ! thanks alot eh nuer :P

kaisheng msn me around 3am yesterday when winston and i are going to sleep. asking me whether can play 1 round of game for him with some cocky ladder guy. i was like. ok. LOL. so the draft started. had a support role es. love it. :P. the ending of the score is 46/23. my score 6/2 assist 28. well seriously im quite good in support role eh ! roar.

okay gonna help marcus bro for some lame maple stuff inside maple now. shall update tomorrow !

goodbye.

2009-12-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

okay. let me begin with. yes. i broke of with my girlfriend of 1 year. perhaps its a good choice. but still. sometimes i do still think of what we did. what we do. but well. that was in the past. but whenever i think of it. we just broke off without telling each other ' lets break ' or something . heard that she got a boyfriend now. which is a good start. maybe. :P.

its hard time at starts when i dont even how my road will go next because of my relationship. i had neglect friends, neglect family members, studies. worst of all. neglecting almost everything. i really hate myself back then. but now. :).
theres a saying goes when theres hard work, theres happiness. i absolutely believe in that.

well of course. what im trying to say is that this breakdown giving me the chance to make up with my dotakaki's teamate again. which is really good. and best of all. i had my wonderful bro ' marcus ' [a dude i know from maple since long ago], telling stories about how he and his ex breakup. and i think the senario/ending he had was rather, more awkward then mine :/. but well. he did cheer me up. thanks alot. hahh.

working was rather stress. but its quite happy when customer smile at the food which i make and comes and say " xiaodi!, ni de steak hen hao chi " [ saying that young man, your steak is nice ]. awh that was sweet. because of these wonderful customer i had. i wont neglect going to work, which i use to be, for now.

because of my working schedule on late evening/dinner time. i had this rather. odd body system which make my body damm imbalance. as you see my work starts from 6pm and ends at 11pm. after 11pm i will go all sort of place. etc / lanshops. clubs . pub. name whatever u can think of. im sure im there before. ended up i reach home around 6-8am almost everyday. then i head to sleep. waking up at mostly 5.30pm and my cycles goes around. its been like 1month ago. :/

of course. the money which i earn from my work was definetly, gone. i seriously believe that i cause quite a headache for my boss. which i think its really true at first. my frequently off from work was to go for compy dota with my groups of buddy. training for dota and cope with work was never easy. imagine if we need to match against other team. my team had to arrange it either earlier or later. inorder not to crash my time slot for my work. for this im pretty touched. thanks guys. you been the best.

definetly. i do love huiyang and peiqi !