Friday, December 11, 2009
goodbye;
okay. let me begin with. yes. i broke of with my girlfriend of 1 year. perhaps its a good choice. but still. sometimes i do still think of what we did. what we do. but well. that was in the past. but whenever i think of it. we just broke off without telling each other ' lets break ' or something . heard that she got a boyfriend now. which is a good start. maybe. :P.
its hard time at starts when i dont even how my road will go next because of my relationship. i had neglect friends, neglect family members, studies. worst of all. neglecting almost everything. i really hate myself back then. but now. :).
theres a saying goes when theres hard work, theres happiness. i absolutely believe in that.
well of course. what im trying to say is that this breakdown giving me the chance to make up with my dotakaki's teamate again. which is really good. and best of all. i had my wonderful bro ' marcus ' [a dude i know from maple since long ago], telling stories about how he and his ex breakup. and i think the senario/ending he had was rather, more awkward then mine :/. but well. he did cheer me up. thanks alot. hahh.
working was rather stress. but its quite happy when customer smile at the food which i make and comes and say " xiaodi!, ni de steak hen hao chi " [ saying that young man, your steak is nice ]. awh that was sweet. because of these wonderful customer i had. i wont neglect going to work, which i use to be, for now.
because of my working schedule on late evening/dinner time. i had this rather. odd body system which make my body damm imbalance. as you see my work starts from 6pm and ends at 11pm. after 11pm i will go all sort of place. etc / lanshops. clubs . pub. name whatever u can think of. im sure im there before. ended up i reach home around 6-8am almost everyday. then i head to sleep. waking up at mostly 5.30pm and my cycles goes around. its been like 1month ago. :/
of course. the money which i earn from my work was definetly, gone. i seriously believe that i cause quite a headache for my boss. which i think its really true at first. my frequently off from work was to go for compy dota with my groups of buddy. training for dota and cope with work was never easy. imagine if we need to match against other team. my team had to arrange it either earlier or later. inorder not to crash my time slot for my work. for this im pretty touched. thanks guys. you been the best.
definetly. i do love huiyang and peiqi !
